Does anyone reading this know the pope? Maybe the pope would be a better person to request that God provide us a heart. I mean we already had a blessing by the cardinal last week. Still no heart. I know I need to be patient. But it's really hard! They're putting a new arterial line in right now. They've been at it for an hour. And hour of poking and prodding my baby! His hr is now 195. AFTER morphine to help with the pain. This is the second dr in here trying to get the line in because his veins are so tiny. And they need this line. I hate this. I know that inside he is probably screaming. And we just can't hear it because he's conveniently paralyzed and sedated. Hopefully he's so sedated he's not having any pain. But the hr makes me think he is. we just need a new heart then this can be done with and we can go home. Just someone tell me how to help my baby. How much more do I need to pray?