:sigh: more setbacks. Nothing too terrible. But any setback is no good. Ben threw up 3 times today. Which is not good. They have to suction him out every time so he doesn't aspirate. They said it could be due to the narcotics he was on. Which the narcotics could also be stopping him up. He did poop once today. I never thought I'd be so excited to see poop. They're also increasing his sedation and one of his vent settings. They're hoping that it helps calm him and make his hr go down if he doesn't have to do as much work. They're also giving him suppositories. And the equivalent of miralax to get him to go. His fever is gone though. As is the sweatiness and claminess. So that's one good thing. I wish he would just get better. I think the best birthday present to me (my birthday is valentines day) would be to have my baby home and my family all together.