So, another setback. Ben's hr is up even more. And he's clammy and sweaty. He also has more secretions. And they're a bit yellow. He has a low fever too. So they're thinking maybe an infection. They'll send it off to see. He can still get his heart even if he has an infection. But an infection is never good. :( also he has air in his bowels. They're not worried since he's still pooping. But if he stops pooping that could be bad. They said something about an ileus. But I was still reeling from air in his bowel and sweatiness and fever. So I didn't really understand. I have a migraine too, but because of all this, I'm afraid to take anything besides Tylenol. I'm checking to see if my Tylenol 3 is ok with his meds or if I should just save that breast milk for when he's better. I just want his new heart to come. This is such a sad Christmas. He keeps crying and there's nothing I can do but rub his head and hold his hand :(